I have all sorts of feelings and emotions going on inside of me anymore. Feelings and emotions I never allowed myself to feel, I would kill them with drugs and alcohol. Today, I just sit quietly and feel them, talk about them and work through them. Quite frankly, I do not understand them. It is real easy for me to say; "I am right where God wants me, doing exactly what God wants me to be doing." However, is it just an out I ask myself?
I hope everyone had a fantastic Thanksgiving. I know that times are real tough for a lot of people today. Thanksgiving has traditionaly been a time of family gatherings and time for giving thanks for all that we have. I know a lot of people have lost a lot if not all that they have worked so hard for all their lives, and probably are having a hard time being thankful for anything. It seems as though life has become very materialistic.